dig deeper, and deeper

Being betrayed,
so that you "need to" revenge,
and got the excuse to release your desire.
Sexual desire.

An eye for and eye.
More and more people can have the excuse
for a revenge to release their desire.
What an endless loop.

All we need is an excuse, aren't we?

We are just human, a very weak animal.

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And many years later, you doubt your decision you made many years ago. You are wondering what life would be if you made the other choice. You just can't escape from that fantasy. But the truth is, even if you chose the other choice, still you can't escape from the "opposite fantasy" either. You can only always dreaming of what you couldn't get, or what you didn't get. You can never escape from your own desire, the desire to own every POSSIBILITY.

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And then, you can never be satisfied.
And then, you are still living in this very imperfect world.
Or should we put it this way,
"you can only be living in your own very imperfect world."

it's hardcore isn't it?

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digging deeper and deeper, with nip/tuck.